Back down to earth

Do you think you worth that?
You sat everyday for more than month thinking and writing about that, every single day…and now it just gone.
Did you want a specific result? You supposed to think about just a general result.
Did you made something wrong or is this better for you?
What did you really want?
You spent many years building this fortress around you and suddenly you wanted to destroy it.
Will you prepare yourself to do better than the last time?
The question now should be: What to do NEXT?
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Now you DO remember!
You wrote your destiny with your own hand.
You wrote it and you thought that it was what you want?
Is this really what you wanted?
Consider it as a step and move on to the next.
Change this line and start working at it?
How can you manifest this?
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Do you think you're feeling this because it seemed like you were out of control?
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Anathema - Flying
started a search to no avail
a light that shines behind the veil trying to find it
and all around us everywhere
is all that we could ever share if only we could see it
feel there's truth that's beyond me
life ever changing weaving destiny

and it feels like I'm flying above you
dream that I'm dying to find the truth
seems like you're trying to bring me down
back down to earth
back down to earth

layers of dust and yesterdays
shadows fading in the haze of what I couldn't say
and though I said my hands were tied
times have changed and now I find I'm free for the first time
feel so close to everything now
strange how life makes sense in time now

and it feels like I'm flying above you
dream that I'm dying to find the truth
seems like your trying to bring me down
back down to earth
back down to earth